If i am to give you my all

Days like this make me want to put yesterday on repeat
Uncertainty will shake the core of the normal man
God will refocus the man he calls his child
God you have prepared me
You have shown me your signs
However I continue to fosake you
I continue to learn at the speed of a young babe
Solid food is my desire but I feel like I'm working with mush
Not a bad thing I suppose, I am being prepared for a complete meal
A feist even!
You have your hand in mine and have securied my fate in your will
If I am to follow you
If I am to give to you my all
Ohh lord how I pray for it all to be taken from me
How easy it would be to become part of your wrath!
How protected I feel in your undying patience, love and devotion

My heart cries for justice withen me
The clutches of sin come around like a carousel
Each one a new beast with wings or claws to shine in splendor
With the bit of satan in their mouth they are guided toward this son of yours
With your name engraved on my spirit I am resting in its divots
Tooooooo shallow to be unaware of the evil that surrounds me sometimes I wish it was more like a canyon
Yet I am aware ever still

My desires are for your will
I plee for you to know this hearts desires
I ask to be enligtened of your purpose
You ask for me to continue to cleanse, repent

Further interesting is how you continue to seperate me from my earthly desire
The woman, a wife, the longing for her touch
The home, its foundation, building up a concrete comfort
Yet you are helping me focus OOOn the things to bring me IIIIN closer union with your plan
The church, your family, my position withen it brightening
The job, its riches, the ability to steward that resource

Life is changing, life is breathing, life is moving with uncertainty and blosseming with your guidance and patience
It is true that it has been said the world will not understand the peace within me
In times like these I'm happy to find it inside,
a beating drum SOOo sound a comfort giving me strong knees

In this time of uncertainty I am thankful to have no one to love but you